Well done to the people in the (Tapas, RIP) comments who guessed that this was why Rekki was being so dense about Crow's identity. For some people, realising you're queer can feel like suddenly everything makes sense... but for others, it's like suddenly everything you thought you knew about yourself is thrown into question (I was definitely the latter!). Be kind to yourself; it's okay to see your sexuality and gender identity as a work in progress, no matter your age or upbringing